You know, your typical straight dude porn. Then one day, I opened up a file named hotstud.jpg.Ī hot stud indeed, letting it all hang out. Big muscles, a nice tan, and a huge hard cock. I quickly went to close the file, but then I hesitated. My eyes wandered to his cock, and I got turned on. Related Podcast Episode: Cultivating Your Pleasure Terrified that I might be gayīut getting turned on by a picture of a naked dude? I had a hard time swallowing that (pun very much intended). I lost my virginity to a girl at a party when I was 15 years old. My dad picked me up after, and I was sure he could smell sex on me.īy the time I saw hotstud.jpg, I’d had two girlfriends so in my mind, I was straight. I didn’t have a concept of sexuality at that point, but I knew that being gay was going to fuck things up for me. I didn’t know how people close to me would react. Making friends at school was already challenging for me. I was the kid getting pushed into lockers, made fun of, and someone once threw me in a trashcan, ass first. Would I be tormented more than I already was? I came from a loving family but would my parents still accept me? Was it time to kiss my dream of having a wife and kids goodbye? To say I didn’t entirely fit in is an understatement. I didn’t know what to think or how to proceed.
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